Funny, I got asked today if I was mourning something because I was wearing all black. My reply was it's Tuesday knowing full well the person had no idea what I meant. Tuesday being the only day that I am not in an elementary classroom, the only day that I can wear what I want and not risk a lecture from those supervising me. It also coincidently happens to be the same day on which I often go to the local goth club. But I found this funny because today I am far from mourning. Today is a good day so far and it seems as though it will continue to be so. Far from the crys of the past two days. Though all of that is still flowing beneath the surface.