( Jun. 20th, 2001 12:51 pm)
So for all of you who saw my walking around with out my glasses last night looking rather disoriented you will be glad to know that thanks to Kat I got home safely, and I was able to fix my glasses. At least until I can get to an eyeglass place to get a better screw (yes, I can hear what you are all thinking I still need a good screw and to add to it the screw I have is too big). It definitely made dancing and everything else interesting. Between the bright flashy lights and being in heels and not being able to see there were a couple times I lost my place in space, but luckily I never actually fell or anything.

So other than that adventure it was a pretty good night. I got lots of compliments on my shirt (if you can call it that :) ). But now I have to go deliver linen.
( Nov. 27th, 2000 07:21 pm)
Almost exactly one week later I finally decide to write a journal entry.
So here's the highlights of my Thanksgiving Break.
Tuesday
Predictable night of mail and tea and conversation with mom until some ungodly hour. We have much better conversations that first night I'm home than anytime else. Except the part where she always seems to ask me some akward question that I have to avoid (This time: "I heard you were depressed,you called your father why didn't you call me")

Wednesday
Food shopping (yes I picked the busiest day of the year to do all my shopping)
Visit dad's work and harass male employee (its not as bad as it sounds)
Pizza with the grandparents
Then I go home get in my pj's watch DC and I get a phone call around 9ish.

Friends "You wanna go out?"
Me "Where?"
Friends "Manray"
Me "Um, okay. What am I going to wear?!"
Friends "Find something, you have until 10- 10:30"
Me "Okay see you then"

Commence frantic search in my normal house for clothing to wear to Manray and being saved only by the fact that I brought my laundry home. Friends show up at some time after 11. We arrive some time around 12. Its nice. Not to crowded. I ran into someone I actually knew who actually recognized me and we talked. Saw others I recognized but don't really know. Unfortunately, one friend started having coughing fits (asthmatic in a club w/smoke dancing his ass off), the other one was just a general mess, and my arm just started throbbing like crazy. So we left around 1ish. My adventure for the break.

Thursday
Morning on the couch nursing my arm. Afternoon trying to figure out how to cook my tofurkey. And the night w/ my best friends and his family. That was the best part of the day. My best friend and I got to spend some quality time together which has been pretty damn scarce as of late and was something we both needed. Its nice to know that there is at least one person who will be there for you no matter what.

Friday
8 hours of shopping. But I'm mostly done and my mommy got me good stuff :)

Saturday
back to my apt. where I finally turned on the heat. The temp of the living room when I turned on the heat 50.1. The temp of my bedroom 49.7
So I no longer live in an icebox.

Sunday
Going to campust to do homework and accidently finding the meeting you had kinda planned on going to anyway. And now I am air. Though I would have liked to be the maiden again but that's another story.

And here we are at Monday again. And I'm happy. Yup. Things are pretty good. Even all that homework I haven't been doing isn't bothering me. Doing my best to stay in the moment and not think about future things that could ruin it.

No deep thoughts or ponderances this time. I did my best to leave those all at home.

And to the very sweet boy, I 'm still looking forward to those cookies.
( Oct. 30th, 2000 06:29 pm)
my weekend...mostly me coming in and out of conciousness. I think I am finally better. I hope at least. Saturday I saw Ani, it would have been better had I not wanted to sleep the whole time. But now I finally feel awake. Yay! And I don't have to work tonight.

Samhain/Halloween tomorrow. Going to Haven. Should be fun. If nothing else I get to dance and that always makes me feel good.

Avoiding delving deeply into my thoughts right now. Keeping on the surface to keep me sane.
Today was such a beautiful day

On the way home I looked up at the sky and I saw a perfect v of birds flying overhead towards the sunset and it made me feel so happy to be alive.

Tonight I got watch, in my opinion, the most beautiful girl in the club dance. And she is so amazing when she dances. She is so amazing all the time. And she wanted me to stay. I danced on air all the way home.

The music was amazing. And now the frantic search to find their CD so I can relive the night and hear more of the music. The singer was so captivating.

And the boy...there is still a candle burning.

I rose above the ick tonight. I felt so free. I let myself go on the dance floor. I wish I could dance more. Dance it all away.

And friends, old and new, people who seemed happy to see me and wanted to talk to me.

I want to take this night and put it in a jar so I can hold it and take it out when the ick returns which I hope it doesn't but I'm afraid it might. But not soon. Too many fun things this week, and lots of cool people.

I'm going to sleep to have dreams of the beautiful girl and her dancing.
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